I've fretted over the dark side for as long as I can remember.  Or, what I and others sometimes call the "shadow side" of ourselves.  I've progressed from "sin" to "just a normal part of us" a long time ago.  But I've been stuck there ever since. Energetically, I can feel that there is a dark side to us which feels somehow natural to me.  I can't explain it really, but I just know that it is.  I also know that we must learn about it and - horror of horrors - we must embrace it.  Oh, but how?  Sure, it's easy to say, "To be healthy and balanced we must know our dark side".  Again, I can feel the truth of it...but how to tape into that mystery is...well, a fuckin mystery. So, tonight I did it.  I took the bull by the horns and said, "enough already!"  Either I do this thing or I am eternally stuck in the non-embracement of the yin side of my swirl.  Talk about eternal damnation.    Or the lack thereof?  Oh, the co...

A big grey one.

Grandfather said, “In the beginning there was one race, and then four – the Red, the Yellow, the Black, and the White - And the prophecy says we will blend together and return back to one."  How happy was I to see them all in my new community of humans.  Yes, blending back to one, and yet still individually distinguishable.  Red – Grandfather himself. Yellow – The smiling women from China with so many questions and the ability to feel it all. Black – The Dancer from Africa who wore the beautiful hand beaded medallion all week that proudly showed his heritage. White – The women from Boise Idaho who was so happy to finally find her community after looking for so, so long.

Memo to women and men:  If you are waiting for men in authoritative positions to give you permission to develop a relationship with the female face of God, it ain't gonna happen.

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