Tired

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     My two favorite patients aren't doing well.  I had to send one of them to the hospital last night and the other may not still be alive when I get back to work tonight.  I never thought there would come a day when I would feel this way, but I'm tired of death.  Maybe this is just one more confirmation that it's time for me to leave nursing.

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