I walked by one of The Zones today and sure enough, there it was. A quiet area with computer stations and a couple of very nice looking young men standing there ready to be helpful. OK, I'm going to say this once and only once. I mean it, only once. Everyone looks SO YOUNG! OK, that's it. I'm not going to say it again. Just know that I'm thinking it. I believe these young men are in junior high, but quite intelligent looking and I'm sure capable of doing the job.
In the final week count down before classes start I find that I can't quiet my mind. I constantly try to anticipate what this school thing will be like. I'm perseverating to the point of madness. The fact that I am posting this at 2:30 AM is indicative that my Monkey Mind chatters on. And now I fret that if this persistent insomnia continues I will become too ill to attend my first classes on Monday. Arrrrggh, the perseveration continues. If I could just start school I think it will calm my troubled brain or at least distract it with some actual real life projects/assignments/concerns/learning. In the meantime I have The Zone. I hold the thought of it like an anchor. I understand that it's meant to be more of a technological assistance, but could I wonder in from time to time when I need to see the physical evidence that there is help on the ready? Someone who knows the answers to the questions I will inevitably have. A physical space where I can go where they know stuff, the mysterious stuff of the Technologically Learned. On particularly bad days when I'm feeling completely overwhelmed could I just go into The Zone and sit there for a spell? Maybe they wouldn't always be able to fix what ails me but I envision visits like that to a shrine. A place of contemplation and renewal. I could take offerings: fruit, incense, spirits. And if I'm really good and quiet and not much bother perhaps they could just hold my hand now and then in a kind, knowledgeable, comforting sort of way. God bless and keep The Zone and all who dwell there.
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